WHAT AWAITS US...



LOVELESS #1 REQUESTED A NEW POST TO THE BLOG, SO AS TO NOT HAVE TO LOOK AT THE MOUSE EVERYDAY. I APOLOGIZE FOR MY LACK OF POSTING, BUT I HAVE BEEN STUDYING FOR MY SSW EXAM WHICH I TOOK YESTERDAY AND PASSED! YEAH! SO NOW I CAN RETURN TO MY NORMAL LIFE OF WORKING, PLAYING, POSTING, AND PREPARING FOR BABY, WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT THOUGHT.

THIS IS THE CHILD I KNOW WE ARE GOING TO HAVE BECAUSE MY MOTHER, MY BROTHER, MY SISTERS, OKAY, PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE I KNOW HAS PUT THE CURSE ON ME. "WHAT CURSE?", YOU MIGHT ASK. THE CURSE. THE CURSE THAT I WILL HAVE A CHILD JUST LIKE I WAS ONE DAY. I THINK THE CURSE WAS FIRST SPELLED UPON ME EVEN EARLIER THAN I HAVE RECOLLECTION OF. APPARENTLY, I WAS A DIFFICULT CHILD. I KNOW, HARD TO IMAGINE. SO MAYBE I WAS SOMEWHAT SPOILED. I WAS THE YOUNGEST CHILD FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS. OR MAYBE I DEVOLPED ALL THOSE DEFENSE MECHANISMS BECAUSE MY BROTHER AND TWO OLDER SISTERS CONSTRUED AN AWEFUL STORY ABOUT ME. I COULDN'T HAVE BEEN MORE THAN 3 YEARS OLD WHEN THEY TOLD ME THAT I WASN'T REALLY A PART OF THE FAMILY. JIM TOLD ME THAT MOM FOUND ME OUT BY THE DUMPSTER WITH A BURNED HAND AND SHE BROUGHT ME IN OUT OF PITY. OKAY...WHO WOULDN'T HAVE ISSUES AFTER THAT? I MAY HAVE BEEN A MOUTHY CHILD AND TESTY LITTLE GIRL, BUT AT LEAST I DIDN'T TELL MY YOUNGER SIBLINGS THAT THEY WERE DUMPSTER CHILDREN! SORRY RYAN....I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THE CURSE. JUST BUCKLE UP AND GET READY FOR THE RIDE.